Thursday, August 25, 2011

Make me feel like..

(Name undisclosed),
I'm probably going to be the first person to ever write you something that consist of what I'm going to describe, so if I am, you're very welcome.
First off, like I've assured you before, you have such a intellectual mind and honestly, you are the only person I have came across to have the same mentality as I do. I used to feel like I was a diamond in a haystack, and I couldn't show my full potential, then I found you, and now we can both shine together. Never underestimate your mind, and your feelings. I've already discovered what I am capable of, and that's something that I can not describe how to do. People ask me how to do, and I do not know how to answer. It's just a spiritual thing. But, when it comes to you, I see a mirror of myself, and that is something that assures me that you are lucky. You have so much potential in you, and there are areas of you that I'm sure you haven't discovered yet - but don't worry. It will come. I promise. Your self confidence should always remain high, no matter what. No matter how low life can get, no matter how much someone may hurt you, or no matter much you may sometimes hate yourself, you hold a gift that God gave you - the mind you have. A lot of people come off as dull, and not at all intellectual, and they wish they could be, but they just can't. You have what they want.
Also, you are very beautiful, so beautiful. Don't never doubt anything about your physical appearance. You are one of the, if not the most beautiful girl I've ever met. Not ALL because of your outside beauty, but because of your inside to. You are a very unique individual, and I really want you to understand that. If I had to invest my faith and confidence into 1 person that I had to choose, it would be you because I know you would use it to the best of your ability.
You mean a lot to me, and it is in so many different ways. As many people that have done me wrong, you have treated me better than anyone ever has. You make me feel like the person I've always wanted to be looked at as, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for that. I know you're going to be someone who will be in my life forever. No matter what - you are blessing from the skies, and I hope you know how much I look up to you. If I can talk to you for hours at a time, and never lose my train of thought, you are worthy of my time. I will always be here to help you in anyway possible. Whenever you need me, I will be here for you. No matter the time, day, or year - you know where to find me. Use it to your advantage. I mean it! Even if it's borrowing $1,000, well, you get the point. Never be afraid to ask, ANYTHING. I'm not the one to judge, and I will try to steer you in the best way possible. I don't want you to make the same mistakes I've made, and I don't want you to get hurt the way I have. You deserve a lot out of life, and a lot out of someone as well. You are that of high value, so you shouldn't EVER settle for anything less than that.
So, with all of that being said, I hope I have restored your own faith in yourself, and have made you feel better about yourself, and life in general. I wouldn't have typed all of this if I didn't feel as if you wouldn't have taken it to heart. You are Jessica Dawn Hill - you are you - and you are one of a kind.

God is love - Love God!

Christian!

Where I stand.

First of all, I just want to start off by saying there is 1 individual, who will remain disclosed, that has restored my faith and confidence that I lost years ago. She knows who she is, and I consider her a life saver, literally. Other than that, things are starting to slowly get better for myself. I just got off a rough stretch of bad luck and bad times. That leads me now to tell you this - no matter how hard life gets, always have faith in yourself to assure that you will get through it. A lot of people in life will lose faith in humanity, at one point or another, but the only person that you must not lose faith in, ultimately, is yourself. The most important thing to do in life is to never stop questioning yourself, mentally, and emotionally. No matter how well you know yourself, there is always room for expansion. Right now, there are still things about me that I know I haven't explored yet, but will the more time goes on. That is my goal for you - challenge yourself to further dig in your mind to uncover areas that you never thought existed. In the end, you will be surprised at what you will find.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Birthday Surprise

Took a girl from my college out for her birthday. ! I took her to build a bear!

"Hey! :) thanks for everything today! You are awesome. I'm going to remember this birthday forever cause of you." - Michelle